Tuesday, May 29, 2007

I believe in the stars

About My Sign...


Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities.


They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity.


Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are prepared to learn from everyone.


Both types are humane, frank, serious minded, genial, refined, sometimes ethereal, and idealistic, though this last quality is tempered with a sensible practicality. They are quick, active and persevering without being self-assertive, and express themselves with reason, moderation and sometimes, a dry humor.


They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Many are strongly imaginative and psychically intuitive, so that the Age of Aquarius, which is about to begin, is much anticipated by psychic circles as an age in which mankind will experience a great spiritual awakening. The Aquarian philosophical and spiritual bent may be dangerous in that it can drive the subjects into an ivory-tower existence where they meditate on abstractions that bear little relevance to life. On the other hand it can help the many who have scientific leanings to combine these with the Aquarian yearning for the universal recognition of the brotherhood of man, and to embark on scientific research to fulfill their philanthropic ideals of benefiting mankind. When some cause or work of this nature inspires them, they are capable of such devotion to it that they may drive themselves to the point of exhaustion and even risk injuring their health.


Both types need to retire from the world at times and to become temporary loners. They appreciate opportunities for meditation or, if they are religious, of retreats. Even in company they are fiercely independent, refusing to follow the crowd. They dislike interference by others, however helpfully intended, and will accept it only on their own terms. Normally they have good taste in drama, music and art, and are also gifted in the arts, especially drama.


In spite of the often intensely magnetic, forthcoming and open personality of the more extrovert kind of Aquarian, and of their desire to help humanity, neither type makes friends easily. They sometimes appear to condescend to others and take too little trouble to cultivate the acquaintance of people who do not particularly appeal to them.


They do not give themselves easily - perhaps their judgment of human nature is too good for that - and are sometimes accounted cold. But once they decide that someone is worthy of their friendship or love, they can exert an almost hypnotic and irresistible mental attraction on them and will themselves become tenacious friends or lovers, ready to sacrifice everything for their partners and be faithful to them for life. However, they are sometimes disappointed emotionally because their own high personal ideals cause them to demand more of others than is reasonable. And if they are deceived their anger is terrible. If disillusioned, they do not forgive.


Aquarians work best in group projects, provided that they are recognized as having a leading part in them. They have a feeling of unity with nature and a desire for knowledge and truth that makes them admirable scientists, especially astronomers and natural historians. They may excel in photography, radiography, electronics - anything connected with the electrical and radio industries - aviation and everything technical. On the arts and humanities side their progressive tendencies can be expressed in writing, especially poetry, and broadcasting, or as welfare workers and teachers. Some have gifts as entertainers and make good character actors (having an ability to mimic) and musicians. The more psychic among them possess healing gifts, especially in curing the mentally sick.


Among the faults to which they are liable are fanatical eccentricity, wayward egotism, excessive detachment and an inclination to retreat from life and society, and a tendency to be extremely dogmatic in their opinions. Aquarians can be a threat to all they survey or a great boon for humanity in general. Circumstances - for example, continuous opposition to a cause they hold dear - may cause the atrophy of the openness of mind that is one of the Aquarian's most attractive traits. They may express a lack of integrity in broken promises, secretiveness or cunning. Simmering anger and resentment, rudeness or, worse, a tense, threatening silence which may suddenly burst out in eruptions of extreme temper, these are all part of the negative side of the Aquarian. This can also reveal itself in a sustained hatred for enemies that is capable of enlarging itself into a misanthropy toward the whole of mankind.






Your emotional weather system is forecasting big storms ahead, but could it be that your barometer is a little bit off? Don't focus on what you think is wrong. Instead, look at everything that's gone right so far.



You don’t much like being given orders and you’re getting sick of receiving advice. In deference, I will offer no advice today, except to implore you to trust yourself.



Aquarius: Instead of keeping your feelings all bottled up inside, talk to someone you trust. A good long talk can do wonders!

Thursday, May 24, 2007

I like to read ….

“Like” may be the wrong word … Its more like I need to read. I feel bad if there isn’t a book dog-eared on my bedside table or bathroom. I need to read, yes, it’s a need. Like breathing, sleeping or eating. Needless to say, working in a bookstore was as close to heaven I have gotten so far ….

To feed this craving, I have been digesting a lot of books since the start of the year, a record number even for me. I am decided that I want to get 24 reads behind me this year (an easy two a month) And between a 5 day cross Canada road trip and the copious amounts of general down time I plan on having this summer, I may just be able to reach my goal.

These are the stats so far:

1. Life After God ~ Douglas Coupland
2. All Families are Psychotic ~ Douglas Coupland
3. Eleanor Rigby ~ Douglas Coupland
4. Hey Nostradamus! ~ Douglas Coupland
5. Shampoo Planet ~ Douglas Coupland
6. The Rebel Sell ~ Joseph Heath & Andrew Potter


So it would appear that I have to take on a few more reads stat! As it stands, the following are on the NEXT LIST:

1. Generation X ~ Douglas Coupland
2. Wicked ~ Gregory Maguire
3. No Logo ~ Naomi Klein (it’s a re-read but it sill counts!)
4. Chuck Klosterman IV: A Decade of Curious People and Dangerous Ideas ~ Chuck Klosterman
5. Wet and Wired: A Pop Culture Encyclopedia of The Pacific Northwest ~ Randy Hodgins

If anyone has any suggestions, please send them my way.

Hopefully I will accomplish my 2007 goal!

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Words To Live By

I can't invest my time

I've tried it all and I'm tired of trying

You think you've got it all figured out

And everything you think it's about

When you found yourself finally released

You hit the ground and kept running east

And now it's all catching up to you

As these things usually do

Saw it all and I can't deny

It's a hard life living a lie

If it feels good do it even if you shouldn't

Dont let people mess you around

Feels good do it even if you shouldnt

Nobody can mess you around

You're running away

Things would have been different

If you decided to stay

You can't wear your heart on your sleeve

If you're just going to leave

I can't invest my time

I've tried it all and I'm tired of trying

Saw it all and I can't deny

It's a hard life living a lie


Well, I guess I need to start at the begining ...

As most of you know... I am moving to Vancouver, BC at the end of June!


And today I took one GIANT leap in starting that move .... I took the plunge and QUIT MY JOB today!

I was planning on waiting another week or so but the time felt right and so, into my boss' office I went with resignation letter in hand, shut the door and just blurted out that I was moving .... to Vancouver ... at the end of June!

To be honest, I had no idea how this news was going to be taken and to my surprise it was met with good wishes and smiles! Not that they want to see my go (...right?) but to know that my office is supportive of my decision to move across the country and start a new life is more than I had hoped for.

I fully thought it would be "Here's your hat, where's your hurry!" But that’s not the case at all!

And the icing on the cake is this: My boss is gonna work his contacts for little old me and help me get a new job in Vancouver! Now that I didn’t see coming at all.

So now I have 5 weeks in which to pack up all that is coming with me to B.C., store all that is not (and that’s most of my shit lol) and get my self ready to move far, far away!

But never fear! I will be in touch and will be blogging my llittle butt off during my cross Canada adventure as I make my way to my new home!